The price of the future

Exist in the existential 

the crisis governed by tech giants and moguls 

quantum computing 

rooting for data 

Something that hates you and 

our essence 

more despised than a unlucky pheasant 

about to be killed

we are the working class poor and disabled 

checkmated in the game and despised because we are mentally ill

In the wrong way 

depressed and anxious 

rather than Sadomasochists with a superficial superiority complex 

who sit with the latest tech 

in their mansions 

taking their chances all too soon

from us and causing us gloom

entering our digital tomb

where there’s no room

for our slave driven mindset ways

other than to serve the corporations and billionaires 

the ones who say empathy is death and decay 

and pray for our demise

hit with no surprise 

this is the price we pay 

for our dystopian future 

no one wants 

hidden by computer fonts 

and AI

our overlords

who hoard wealth and knowledge like weapons

and fuck us with digital strap ons.

The world is a friend who doesn’t care

The worlds a friend who doesn’t care

sitting with a drink in hand in their underwear 

the worlds a friend who won’t ask

how you are, for fear of being taken to task

the worlds a apathetic snob

who treats you like a knob 

and drives you round the bend 

and then pretends they don’t 

like a narcissist who gaslights you every time they talk 

I am sorry but all they do is squawk the loudest

and the proudest 

the worlds a crowd who can’t remember your name 

or all that you overcame to be here.

The worlds a computer game stage 

that makes you want to rage quit 

but you feel like a blue tit 

wanker 

cranking it up to the giga watts 

but there is a power outage

the worlds a woman who you like

but never get to speak to 

she’s beautiful 

but she’s seems to see through you

The worlds is a beautiful game 

but the football you play is rubbish a shameful 

sham 

when your name is…

The worlds a racket 

trying to make a wage packet 

but all you do is stack it 

As in fall

when you try to walk tall

and wise

but you are always met with phoney surprise

I am sure this poem could go on 

forever 

but it was written for those like me who like to be tethered to their therapist 

I am sure there’s a clever answer somewhere 

but maybe the hecklers won’t speak

they been waiting here all day for me to take it in the cheek.

Friends with menefits

Sometimes having a man in your life brings menefits 

sometimes it’s no good at all

It all depends on the man

can you find a men that fits

or does he have to be over 6 foot tall?

Does he have a huge credit card allowance 

or a great credit score?

does he have to be athletic have geek chic or have to have it all?

When is a man good enough?

does he have to be strong and tough?

does he have to have wisdom?

or his own kingdom?

what does it take to be a man at all?

does he have to be part beast

that you can tame?

have a great reputation and great name 

a exciting persona?

or degree or diploma?

or a nice aroma?

A sense of humour?

or be a grade A gardener who is bloomer

Of plants and flowers?

or a sporty athlete? 

or muscle man?

my nickname is stan 

I don’t understand 

What makes a good man I think is how you treat other people but maybe that just a good human being 

There are many archetypes of being a man 

I just am.

but I don’t fit the archetypal men who fits.