The worlds a friend who doesn’t care
The world is a friend who doesn’t care
The worlds a friend who doesn’t care
sitting with a drink in hand in their underwear
the worlds a friend who won’t ask
how you are, for fear of being taken to task
the worlds a apathetic snob
who treats you like a knob
and drives you round the bend
and then pretends they don’t
like a narcissist who gaslights you every time they talk
I am sorry but all they do is squawk the loudest
and the proudest
the worlds a crowd who can’t remember your name
or all that you overcame to be here.
The worlds a computer game stage
that makes you want to rage quit
but you feel like a blue tit
wanker
cranking it up to the giga watts
but there is a power outage
the worlds a woman who you like
but never get to speak to
she’s beautiful
but she’s seems to see through you
The worlds is a beautiful game
but the football you play is rubbish a shameful
sham
when your name is…
The worlds a racket
trying to make a wage packet
but all you do is stack it
As in fall
when you try to walk tall
and wise
but you are always met with phoney surprise
I am sure this poem could go on
forever
but it was written for those like me who like to be tethered to their therapist
I am sure there’s a clever answer somewhere
but maybe the hecklers won’t speak
they been waiting here all day for me to take it in the cheek.
Friends with menefits
Sometimes having a man in your life brings menefits
sometimes it’s no good at all
It all depends on the man
can you find a men that fits
or does he have to be over 6 foot tall?
Does he have a huge credit card allowance
or a great credit score?
does he have to be athletic have geek chic or have to have it all?
When is a man good enough?
does he have to be strong and tough?
does he have to have wisdom?
or his own kingdom?
what does it take to be a man at all?
does he have to be part beast
that you can tame?
have a great reputation and great name
a exciting persona?
or degree or diploma?
or a nice aroma?
A sense of humour?
or be a grade A gardener who is bloomer
Of plants and flowers?
or a sporty athlete?
or muscle man?
my nickname is stan
I don’t understand
What makes a good man I think is how you treat other people but maybe that just a good human being
There are many archetypes of being a man
I just am.
but I don’t fit the archetypal men who fits.
Going Critical
Competition amongst friends
Surely you want your friends to succeed?
but competition taints the scene
of our dreams
and we scheme
in jealous ways
hoping to better our friends
that we sometimes dislike
I wish I wasn’t always last
mitigating circumstances cast
me into what seems like last place
a friendly face.
I wish kind strangers weren’t kinder than our friends
I wish I knew the forest I belong in from the trees
because I know my blood bleeds like sap
and I hate to be made to feel like crap
by competitive friends
or those who compete or compare
we are all on a journey
to our eventual destination
but a bit of kindness and compassion wouldn’t go amiss
or a hug or maybe even a kiss…
Wis-dumb
Wise but dumb
Numb
we have succumb to doubt
it’s a broad
double edged sword
the dumb people are ruling
Fooling people into thinking they are better
this is a love letter
for critical thinkers
the ones who doubt themselves and question themselves and the world
every boy and every girl
Every woman and man
who won’t argue with the ignorant
for fear of being bullied or seeming stupid
life is not a rerun and we make bloopers
we need to use our logic and love to change this world for the better.
Have we lost our souls?
I am just somebody
I am just somebody
With a body
his story ordinary
fighting battles no one knows about
not giving way to doubt.
I am just somebody
with two parents a sister and a brother
why bother?
with me
my individuality
In complete
with no clarity
and a brain with dysfunctional disparity
I am too angry to be functional
too mad to be alive
and yet I fight
and strive.
I am just a body with a soul
and a smile
all the while
you never look at me
If I had a book cover
you wouldn’t want to read me like a lover
of books
I can’t cook fancy meals
I don’t clothe myself with the latest fashion
I don’t drink I haven’t fallen off the wagon
and yet I am stuck
on this roundabout of life
not knowing which exit to take
which is a bit of piss take cause I don’t drive
I strive
to make my dreams real
but did i steal
them from everyone else?
Where is all my wealth of friends
coupled without the time to see me
they wouldn’t want to be me
but I stay on course to be prodigal flop
not son
when all is said and done
At least I can share my disaster
and views
I maybe old news but I am
I am I am!
Random happenings of words
Random happenings of words
onto the blank page
or screen
do we have enough energy to dream?
I love the clarity of your words
the charity of sounds
that surround us
I wish I could trust
my own heart
But it bleeds like ink
onto the page
I am reading the poems of my own rage
the twisting beauty
of poet trees
is the tree of life too far
to guide us to who we are
