Vampire state of mind
Is it unkind
to say I don’t mind
at least you’d be my beautiful death
kill all of me silence my breath.
Everything is backwards
even the devil
and god is a good dog
to its owner
I am a loner
with a wild heart
I was born so alive at the start
why did the sun depart from my life
now regret is my wife.
Tears nurture god’s plants
We want a way to cosmic balance dance
to meet our other half
I grasp the staff of pessimism
a schism of my madness
I know I can walk
and am wild
but the child I am is a dreamer
and screaming for belonging
In someones eyes maybe I can find a home
it is no good being a king on a throne
in a kingdom with no one left
I wait for you to make peace
but there is no relief
I love you, it’s more than certainty
I spurn answers
For your answer would set me free
I love you lady you hold all my keys
I begging you please
at least hold me in your embrace
this poem is a but words
but chords might play
if you love me I pray.