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The last Angel
Bleeding on the pavement
feral enslavement
light bringer
Who are you the king of?
tears in tear ducts
love is sometimes not giving a fuck
what people think
drink
drink in the silence
hear he voice again
the pain you feel
just the passage way of time
you were once her light that shined.
Panic attack
The breathing, needing distance
Panic attack insistence
beating against the ribs bones and skin
I cannot escape I am chased within
By the a hound I cannot see
It’s agony
My breathing speeds up
I lose my voice
I fear the destroyer of peace of mind
I am the death of kindness
and insistent
to cause such pain
I am agony and fear like death
I am agony and lack of breath
The ghost child of the man in the asylum
In side the beaten white walls of an mental institution
where people go to be uprooted from their delusions
Sat a man his hand outstretched as if holding hands with the dark
No spark to light his way, only the tragic marks his way
he used to play childish games by himself
look they say where is his mental health?
has it left him altogether why does his play childish games
he would call a name on the wind
for the child he lost unbeknown to them
Tilly or Matilda the ghost of a child of six
who he held in his arms before he was sick
she swallowed her tongue in an epileptic fit
but before then were eye spy and guessing games
before then were pin the tale on the donkey and blind mans buff
I guess we are all in a way sheltering memories like ghosts
In the places in the heart we hide
which we can never move away from no matter how we stride
or how many steps we take
life is sometimes an evil fate.
There are no Hollywood endings
I am sending you my hopes and prayers
but I swear there will be no Hollywood endings
I am sending you my dreams and aspirations
born of perspiration
and tears
But there are no fairy tales here.
Set sail for distant lands
But it’s all just dust and sand
I know there is magic I heard it on the freezing breeze
in the coughs of old men
but life can’t give you a happy ending
you have to find it yourself
and accept it for what it is…
The girl with many faces do you want me?
They held me down in the hospital
I screamed your name I as the needle punctured my skin
sedated
All I wanted was love
but the angels don’t answer
they just sleep
even the demons weep
is the price too steep?
I broke into house just to talk to one of your many faces
When life is a bruised fruit
do you have the roots
like a tree to rescue me?
heaven is sunlights kiss
but I am in the dark
Our divine spark is pain.
Heart or Hope
Hope speaks
yet my heart feels
tears flow down my cheek
at least I am real
Hope or heart
to feel the pain
Or to look for the sunshine in the rain
Faking smiles
In rooftop terraces
the Ferris wheel of life
let me go off to murder my strife
A vacation for frustration
My heart is black hole
longing and empty, wilful and bold
Hope is bird singing in a distant cage
a heart is strange thing to age
with my ageing heart
I give you my wisdom and advice
but you won’t see the payment I made
the cut and paste words that shade
and shadow this page
the one I didn’t say which are hidden
But pave the way
Heart or hope
I cope and live for brighter days
when sunlight pours onto this desperate stage.
Destroy your roots
Destroy your roots
I am drug that turns on you
that burns you away
as you burn it away.
I am the family you never had
no father.
Just your mother on another planet
she made her career her aim
the lessons in school teaching just blame
I am the church of vampires
who feed off of religion
and superstition
they teach guilt
to the hilt of sword
they wilt words
of love that were meant
and taint the truth
that was heaven sent
I am the college you tried
your peers pried
into your life like gossip
now you try to fit in
but they’ve already written
your story
So beat your roots
stand tall
life maybe governed by walls
but we can still climb over
luck is not just governed by four leafed clovers
to be the change you want see
you have to change your view
set your sights on what you want
if can’t change the words
change the font
at least make your life pretty
all rewrite your story
Be the path out of the ordinary.
The labyrinth of our life
There is kindness here if you can keep it in mind
there is sadness, remorse and discourse
that signals just how much I love you
However I walk in daylight and the rain
and it falls us both no ones to blame
in this labyrinth we have created
love blossoms in your absence
and yet you are with me in the movements of the trees
which seem to be watching me
and the leaves dance to your voice
or am I deluded I have no choice
but to believe.
The story we have weaved
like the rope that we marks our way
you are the light to my day
in the river your tears fall
I die in the labyrinth
calling your name on the wind
Hoping that you will hear it someday
my body decays
but memory stays
in your third eye
can love resurrect? Can it comply?
what was love but hope of your stay
in my heart forever you are with me I pray
for your speech echos in my head
this body but bone skin and sinew
I am lost in my monologue
I end where you begin I begin where you end
the last message I will ever send.
By Dan Hooks AKA Alienpoet
Change your fate
Suicide an shiny empty packet
War on the poor and disabled the governments criminal racket
What we leave behind only pollution
Only distortion
Only a walking abortion
Change your ways and your fate
Don’t give way to hate
Stand firm
We are not worms food
Don’t regret your life in any form
You were given a life from when you were born
Not empty
Or tragic
Give birth to magic
In this pen tangle
Create an angel
Out of the ashes
Of heart shaped gashes
Love is the twin sister of hate
and the dark is to light
Learn to master the fight
and hate inaction
Be the master of action
Leave the page full of words
and the sky full of birds
Which nest in the tree
We have grown
Don’t die alone…